" I Will Survive" and we will, Vali.

I had to speak to H about finances and D7 today since the divorce is in June now.

I told H that we needed to figure things out because it looks like we are never going to end this.


H said we would probably never get divorce sarcastically.

I told H I needed his help with hD7 and more financial help.


H thinks everything he does is fine. H thinks he spends alot of time with D7. It's like he doesnt live in this reality.

H said he gives me money for child support , not Liz support.

H is not nice. H just hears what he wants to hear.

H told me he is numb to me. He can care less about me.

I told him he treats me as he hates me. We cannot even communicate about D7. H is very defensive.

H said he couldn't hate me, that would mean he would have to have a feeling for me.

Everytime I mention something he thinks I am blaming him.

I told H it would be better if all communication went through the attys. I told him I loved and cared for him but this has exhausted me.

I told him after 16 yrs of being together he has blocked everything out.

H responds:

That was the worst mistake I will ever make. THat is the only way I see it.

I just didn't respond. it is just plain mean.Not normal.