OH!!! I had a B dream last night. The vibe was really heavy and confused. All the other dreams that I've had were very simple, vibe-wise: straight up anger, or hopefulness, etc. We were interacting and I was thinking, "what I'm doing isn't working, I forgot to bring my DB notes, I forgot my instructions, I forgot my printouts from the BB, I am unprepared, I forgot what to do." And whatever I was doing wasn't working. Then, he was sitting down and I wanted to climb in his lap, cover him with kisses and tell him all my feelings. But I realized in the dream, "I need to do something different." So I sat down a couple feet away, and just put my hand on his knee. And that got his attention. I woke up and thought about the dream for awhile. I think it means I need to "put my hand on his knee"... WHATEVER THAT MEANS!!!
I also realized, another interpretation of the dream I had that he came home to my apt and opened the door with his key and I asked him if he wanted to try again and he said yes. back in july in the middle of our first month long separation (that he asked for), I had a dream that he was in the driver's seat of a car with the window rolled down. I kissed him through the open window and then he drove away. When I woke up I realized what it meant, very clearly at that time, was that he needed to go on a journey by himself, but he still loved me. The realization I had today, is that maybe those two dreams are linked. Maybe the dream I had of him coming home to my apt means that his journey is finished now.
Also, I heard the voice yesterday, I forgot to post about it. It said, "DON"T GIVE UP. DON"T GIVE UP."
P.S. Ali, thank you so much for telling me tomorrow and Fridays are good days to do it!!! I was meaning to ask you for advice in that arena and you completely anticipated my needs!!!
