And for the record, I have to admit I am shocked. I am shocked my H has been off since Monday and has barely seen the girls. This is not the father he used to be. When he is there, he is engaged and fun. I told him today that he will never be able to complain to me that he doesn't see the kids enough. Ever. I know, you can't be in a full crisis and not neglect your kids a bit. I think I am in angry mode for the girls, they deserve more. I can only continue to pray for H and hope he comes around and gets back into the swing of things for the girls. Not even for me. I feel like that is too much to pray for, lol, like "Please let H be a good father again" request is enough for now.
