Frank this tantrum is not about you. Let her boil. She is actually mad at herself. She is going to be angry at you FIRST because she is not yet at the place she can look at herself and take the responsibility for the shortfalls in HER life.
Probably true. One thing for sure, she really doesn't want to be anywhere near me, around me, with me, married to me. Really.
At least I told her how I feel, how she kicked me when I was down, how that was a bad idea and isn't helping us.
Not that it matters. In her mind it's all my fault and she'll NEVER be able to move out because she has to actually help pay bills here.
I think I am going to have to come up with a way to survive without her income. I need her to go. Maybe I better sell the house, I'm so messed up I'm not getting things done fast enough so I'm barely hanging on as it is. Actually, I'm not hanging on. I'm dreaming that I'm hanging on.
