I realized something today.. I've always felt like I'm kind of lazy.. a home body.. unmotivated... very introverted or anti-social.. in analyzing myself today I think I may not actually be all of those things or at least not to the degree that I had thought. I think I just may fear failure or inadequacy so instead I don't really put myself out there. The more I think about it the more I think I'm right about this. Now I need to figure out what I can do to change it.
Other than that I received a call from the daycare today telling me that D2 is acting out and not listening. I guess she runs away and makes a game out of not listening and throws herself on the floor when she gets upset. I'm not sure if this is just a stage of the terrible 2's or if it's a combination of the terrible 2's plus her feeling insecure right now due to the separation. It's kind of got me a bit down. I'm just going to give her a big hug when I get home and tell her how much I love her.. then I'll need to figure out a way to help her understand how important it is to listen to her teachers and her mommy and daddy.
