Cat, I never even hear the drunk texts because I sleep like a rock. I just am amazed when I wake up and see them.
He text me back today, sorry about last night.
I still havent responded to anything. Everytime I've responded in the past, I am really kind. Except the last time he left (that was the one time I put my foot down) and now he is gone again.
I am afraid that I will never hear or talk to him again if I say something about the drunk texting. That seems to be the only time he calls me anymore. So instead I have just ignored it.
He seemed to be telling me last night that he wanted to see me & talk about us. But now today while he was sober he text and there was no mention of wanting to talk about us. So I will just ignore it. Sometimes I like to see that he is constantly thinking about me even though he is out partying hard everynight, I often get into his head when he is out and then he texts me-that is good to know he is at least still thinking about me.
I feel like he knows how to get a hold of me if he wants too really talk. I am sick of trying to defend myself over a txt message when he text me stupid bizarre spew that is consistantly very selfish.
I guess I am afraid to loose him as a friend if I ignore or tell him to stop. But I am out of options and I will have to face this one way or another.
I wonder if I will hear more from him tonight when he gets wasted again. Maybe then I will have had enough to put my foot down, but untill then I will just ignore him (which drives him nuts). TIPPER
