I had rehearsal again last night, and H watched the kids which was good. I saw my C today and talked to her about Sunday and Monday, and H yelling at me and the kids. She told me that I need to tell him that he should stop talking in that tone of voice with me and I'll talk to him when he is calmed down. That basically I should tell him to stop yelling which I didn't even think of! I think I have been yelled at by him for so long I am kind of used to it, which is sad. \:\( I will do that though in the future.

Plus C was saying if he brings up anything not related to the kids or coming and chasing me down (into my room & when I was exercising also) like Sunday to yell about the missing movie for example that I should remind him that he is there to visit the kids & spend time with them, not me! That's also something I am going to do. I just love talking with the C, it is so good for me!

Plus, she said H was probably so upset about my talk with the kids (that most dads don't have girlfriends) b/c he feels guilty. She said not to let him play games as he is doing or bring up my depression and that kind of thing. I am going to work on that, too! \:\) I have the night off tonight from the play so I can catch up on housework and hopefully relax a little too so I am in a good mood today! Hope everyone else is having a good day too!!! Karen

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