Last night I met with her to go over finances before our court date. Things went very well at home. We shared laughs and even had some brief moments of physical contact (hand placed on shoulder, half hugs, etc.) I even got her to think about working on us.
Then today she received a court affidavit from me and called me angry, hurt, and crying. She asked how I could even say some of those things about her. I told her that was my lawyer talking and that I didn't agree with a lot of those things. She asked how I could say all those nice things one night and then get a paper the next day that says all those horrible things. It seems like I lost all ground I gained and then some. She wants to proceed with the divorce even more now. I'm so lost right now and don't know what to do. I'm sick to my stomach, can't focus on work, and constantly keep thinking how she is feeling. Any and ALL advice would be welcome. I have no idea what to do next.
