Had a backslide last night. W got me into an R talk. Since my counselor had said I had been holding a good amount inside of me, I decided to vent a bit.
I let her know I was unhappy about the emotional affairs more than she knew and that no matter what she said it was completely unacceptable. I also said she disappointed me because she did not try anything to work things out. No counselor, no reading, nothing. Just talking to a friend on the same destructive path. I told her I truly did not think that she cared if I was living or dead because I really feel that way sometimes.
When I woke up I said I was sorry for venting and texted her a slightly modified version of the dobson letter. Looks like I have to start over.
Her mother called me this morning to tell me that she is not seeing much of this other person anymore if she is seeing him at all. Did not seem that way yesterday.
M 31 W 30 S 12 S 10 D 5
Bomb Jan 1 Sep Feb 1 Seeing OM Feb 10 Divorce Papers Given to Her 03/20....returned signed 4-9....she wants it as of now.
