I just want to make it better. . .

[Evie]

Another way of looking at it is, look for the worst (i know it's not a word, but cant remember the correct saying)and you'll get it.

By keeping a distant eye on the future and accepting that maybe an eventuality, for now you can still focus on the immediate future, the hear and now.

I think we both have our thoughts on accepting what may happen in the future and maybe this is how it will be, but we still have hope until WE decide enough is enough and WE bolt the door. Your not ready for that yet.

I can empathise with totally - how do you prepare for the worst but still have hope?

Do you get out a bit Seek? what hobbies/interests do you have?

(((((seek))))

x Evie