Affair is over and WW is responding

[Hope4us]

I feel like I'm on the worlds largest roller coaster. Yesterday, feeling great and then WW sends me a note about separating our finances and part of her note made me think that she was just planning her exit strategy. So the rest of the night was bad even though WW was ok with me last night (not much interaction as she had some dental work done and also had a sore throat). I woke up at 3:00 am and my mind was racing.

But then this morning I called WW on her way to work to warn her that the deer were out moving and to be careful (I had 3 run next to my truck. One guy who works for me hit one and had to slam on the brakes to aviod another later and another guy who works for me had to stop to let 5 cross the road in front of him). When I called her she was very appreciative of the call and told me good by very nicely when we hung up. That is quite a change from a few weeks ago when she wouldn't even answer my calls. So now I'm up again!

Just hoping that the ups are more and more frequent than the downs as we go along and soon WW will commit to the marriage. But I'm willing to give her the time and space she needs to get through this. Just hope I can not go crazy waiting!