Pleased to say I'm in a better mood today, so far anyways. Nothing is different except I am just not feeling so annoyed about it.
GF - thanks for the hugs and the constant support, you amaze me and I appreciate everything you bring to my sitch because i feel you and I are very similar - well correction I am very similar to the way you were prior to your GAL and being able to "correct" some of the behaviours that may have effected your sitch.
Puppy - the only thing that I do out of fear at this point is bite my tongue, and this isn't probably a bad thing, I have always said every single thing on my mind, which may be a lot too much. As far as loving vs. needing. It is interesting because in all my disecting of why this happened I have reasoned that his attraction to the OW was that she "needed" him and I did not necessairily. But I guess the difference is her needing his advice, guidance, ear, as opposed to me needing his love.
lwb- thanks for stopping in, and for the support, I AM doing the best I can, and really things are not entirely bad, my H comes home every night and for the most part is pleasant to be around, the biggest complaint is that he is not as funny as he thinks he is, and the inability to state that he is committed to the M, this just makes me so uncertain that I get off track sometimes.
Lodo - no pink wine today, I got in trouble! - whatever! Slo-pitch in a month or so, you said it was a good idea for you too, I think it might be a long drive ;-)
Wearing a dress and heels today, doing a lot for my PMA, I am sure H will question who I'm wearing it for, hmm..... ME!
Me~34 H~38 D6.5
EA/PA-DEC.07
Moved out~Apr.13,08 Sep. Papers~Dec.7,08 No contact order ~Dec.9,08 and again October 13, 2009
