Grace
I dont know how they block it out what they dont want to know or hear
somehow maybe they deny its true
like H said the other day
he felt controlled in M
and he lost himself
so he can justify at least for the moment the hurt he caused b/c he felt controlled / and lost and that was my fault so he thinks
my H also comes from a D family
I never even met/spoke with his dad
His mom had several bF after D and took all the kids to another state
I never really knew what happened with his parents
But his mother was very critical and contolling
and H definitely has issues with women and I dont think he trusts men either
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow