Week #4 of separation. H is very dark, but friendly when we are together. I suppose there really isn't much for us to chit chat about after we talk about the kids. He drives me CRAZY with his 'non plans'. He never lets me know what he is doing, and chose to spend two 'off' days without his kiddos. I am not going to bust his chops about this, though, because it means more time for me with the girls.
I told my good friend (neighbor) and her H yesterday (H and her H are good friends). They are very supportive. Her H said that he wants to talk with my H this week. I wish him luck. It won't do any good, might push H away further, but he is entitled to to say his say to my H.
I am hanging in there, doing fine for the most part. I am angry some days, angry at H for bringing us all to this road. I hope that passes.
