In the beginning wary warm. When we were dating we were unseparable. The last few years we fell apart because of things that happened to us and the last year or two she was very cold.
Whe I read over my last two posts I wonder if I see a pattern here. When she thinks I am "mad at her" she draws closer. She is either afraid of losing me (she had a lot of abandonment in her childhood) or she is still not sure what she wants and is maintaining contact or a lifeline to me until she does know.
"The answers are within you" (can't remember who). Unfortunately, so is the bullshit.
