who are here posting and taking time to give a little insight to us LBS's. I hope you all know that your insight and pov's are invaluable to me and I am sure many of the others. I know this is a forum for you all but I come here more and more because I desire so deeply to understand what happened to my wife. I want to know what happened to the women I slept next and with for so many years. I want to know what happened to the women who's hand I held and looked at in amazement as she gave birth to my children...to the women I spent my days and nights thanking God for.

She is not here anymore and she can not give me much of anything right now, so to here from you all who have walked in her shoes and had the fog of war lift from your lives....I thank you for your words and for your time.