wow, just wow... you are doing great!! I know its been so hard for you, but look how far you have come!! it is so sad for a parent to see what a mess there own children have made (as adults that is!) thats good that you will remain in contact with him, its so important for them to have him in their life, no matter what went on with their father.
You are being the better person, and they see this, this soon will come crashing down on him, and he will one day soon regret it, but it will be too late.
good luck in finding an apartment, think of it as a new you, new life with D3.. new beginnings and you will find someone wonderful to share it with some day!!
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
