I just want to make it better. . .

[seekpeaceofmind]

Evie - thanks for giving me another perspective. It can be hard to see the positive, sometimes. One of the things that I talked about w/ my C is "prepare for the worst, but hope for the best." I am finding it very difficult to balance the two and have been very focused lately on preparing for the worst. This whole thing is so painful and I am afraid of feeling blown away by it all over again if either of us moves to D.