Yes, we have both changed in the past year. ...But I guess my problem right now is...what if he never catches up? What if this is him now? People change and it is not always for the better. I know he is in there somewhere, I guess now it depends on how patient I can be.
I just can't help but wonder if the only reason he is being as nice as he is right now is because I am helping him with his bills. He can't really afford to lose me right now...otherwise he would be living at his parents and would have nothing to drive. I just wonder if he didn't need me right now if I would hear from him at all.
I don't WANT a D...but I AM contemplating it. I would definitely talk to him before I did anything drastic. I don't know, maybe I just need some space for a little while.
