H is having affair after all

[Evie]

Jen - good for you.

Fortunately for me, no chocolate came my way the only temptation i gave into was a piece of each of the 3 puddings at lunch on Sunday at my moms.

H and S1 are away and H has respected the 'no contact' rule, although he allows my son to phone me daily.

Not sure what kind of mood i'm in. I'm just sat here in a cn't be bothered mood.

Had a very lazy Easter holiday, not good for s2 as i was hardly motivated to do anything, just wanted to slump in my chair and read/sleep. Most people I know are families. Did meet up with old friends (the competitive one i have previously mentioned) anyway they invited S2 and myself for a pub meal on friday. The H (best friend of H)said he was so gutted, he didn't know and hadn't seen H for months.

Maybe i'm coming out of the denial stage....?

I know you all say its early days yet, patience, patience, patience. I know i have to start DB my little a** off, but not sure where to start?. I can't continue where i left off, b/c now i have knowledge of his affair, (which i'm not convinced is over), no i don't want to be right, yes i do want to be happy.. My thoughts are jumbled as is my writing.

Think some guy came onto me at the gym yesterday, but i wouldn't know a flirtation if it hit me between the leyes. It's a guy thats there regularly and we have a bit of banter, but we got talking more yesterday. As his parting shot he said 'you look good by the way'.... did me the world of good i can tell you. If he can see it, can't H?