I talked to a friend of mine that I hadn't been in contact with for quite a while. Her son had just recently told her about all the drama in my life and she has just finished with a lot of drama in her life, too. While talking she said to me have you noticed the pattern here? I asked her what pattern. How H has to create drama every so often. I said I hadn't really thought about it. She said he wants to maintain that connection. A possibility?????
I did remember that the evening that I called him about the things he said to S18. I told him that I didn't want him in my life the way he is not is the man I wanted to be with. Then the conversation we had on the phone yesterday. I wonder if she is right. Doesn't really matter at this point. I just know that for the people who have been with me throughout this situation, yesterday was a huge positive. I know to some it doesn't seem huge but it is.
Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.
