Not the person I was before

[redhottie]

H worked late yesterday and looked super tired when he got home. He went to read the paper and I thought here we go again. However, after he read the paper he came in the family room where I was. I was laying down on the couch and H ended up sitting at the other end and watching tv with me. We were watching a really stupid show but we were laughing together. I see the old H coming back and feel myself falling for him again. I am so worried about letting my guard down, I fear I'll have my heart broken again.