Hi tp-
I am sorry for what you are going through...and my heartbreaks for your kids. I didn't go back and read your long post...I'm headed to bed right now but I will try to read it in the morning...though I can't promise any great wisdom here. Anyway, I did just want to say to keep posting on your thread and other threads...you will get people to respond. I know you posted to dianamo today...keep doing that...or you have a question for the the "oldtimer's", go to their threads (if they have one) or find a thread that they regularly post on and ask them to come and check out your thread. The more you post and build relationships here, the more repsonses you will get.

Hang in there tp. There are many of us here, so you aren't alone...and we will try to help you so can find your way.

<3
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