but reattaching is even more difficult.... and I'm not even sure I want to go there. I never want to be where I was.
I feel like this too. As my H gets closer to me and I feel like we are getting better..........
........ I actually feel terror at times b/c maybe I will lose myself once again and fall flat on my face....... etc. etc. etc. *( I have been piecing for almost 2 years) You know what sweetie? It is easier in my opinion to walk away and give up......... than to accept what he did and still love him and recommit even against all odds...... just my 2 cents....
I am sure Root you learned far too much to fall back into old patterns. You are one smart Lady.... just keep working thru this .........
I firmly believe once we are more "aware" we won't allow ourselves to go back there again. I used to have the bad dreams alot..... now that in my Life he has become more supportive my dreams also reflect that.
he doesnt run anymore when I need help, he is right there helping me in my dreams now. and also in my daytime hours Love and God Bless, ~Ali
and also in my daytime hours 