Mattie, I haven't posted for so long. But ((((HUGS)))). I am close to the big D too. I signed the seperation agreement and am trying to move on. I had a down day Easter my H OW flew to meet him at his job and stay the week end. He told me so I wouldn't get mad but it still hurts alot. He is really over us and wants to be friends because we are in the business and with the boys. Sometimes it makes it hard. I kinda lost it and told him not to bring her around till I could get all my stuff to my new house. He will be back the 1st so I am trying to move out. It is hard to turn my part of the business over when I have been in charge of it the last 6 years and have made the decisions and the work.
But like you I have to be pleasant and move ahead...WE CAN DO IT. Believe in yourself. I hae been listening to the Secret CD"S They do help. When I am down I turn them on to find my self and become positive and look toward the future.
Hang in there!!!YOu are Strong and as they tell me this to shall pass and it might be the best thing that ever happened to you.
