She came over to pickup the kids and saw the stuff by the door. She asked of that was her things. I said yes. She said she couldn't get them. I asked her if she wanted me to load them into the van for her. She said then she would have to ride around with them in the van. I didn't say anything else. Then when she saw me sitting on the couch, she asked if I was going to put the stuff into the van. I did.
She seemed a little aggravated about it. I have no idea where her mind is right now. I believe she thinks she has a plan but she is not letting me in on it. I don't know if I am supposed to know or not. She hasn't said anything about a D since October. The last thing I said to her R wise was I am having trouble letting her go. I would really like to see us make it. She didn't say anything. That was two months ago.
i have been getting GAL. Joined a BB league. Painting the house. Anything to keep my mind off of this. But then I have to come home to this big empty house.
I am hoping the OM will fade out of the picture soon. He is just separated also. So I figure he is not ready to settle down with just one person now. At least that is my wish.
