I have had a clearing out day, cried quite a few times, all the hard work we put into things as a couple, H was never one to go through the boxes or sort stuff out.
Today I was going through the files of the business we set up together. It wasn't the actual pieces of paper and what was written on them that upset me, it was the behind the scene memories, how we fought against all the odds to build a business, and for what............ to end up fighting over it. It all seems so barmy, today I asked myself what went wrong, I just don't know. I think i just became to good at what I do, and H got demoted, I think that is it basically.
I no longer feel an unhealthy attachment but it doesn't mean I'm hard.
