I try to be pleasant but I just want to UNLOAD on her, tell her what a selfish, irresponsible, stupid a-hole she is. But really, would that help? Nope, she'd just get her friends to validate how 'sick' Frank is, how he's 'lashing out' or some other stupidity.
'F' her. I hate this, I hate that I hurt all the time and it interferes with my focus. It's been going on for so long I don't know what it feels like to have peace in my life.
GOD DAMN HER SHE REALLY F'KED ME WHEN I WAS DOWN. She "Doesn't want to be a wife any more?" WHEN was she going to START?
I don't deserve this. I don't.
use your anger to drive yourself focusing on you. don't allow yourself to wallow in it focusing on her.
a little bit of anger doesn't hurt anyone, it cleans your system out....
I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.
