I am initiating no contact today. I saw W 3 times over the long weekend, and had 2 sleep-overs, one with sex. That is a LOT for us recently.
I know she will be processing today. What she needs is space. Because I have been able to detach (mostly), I will be able to do this, to give her what she needs. I will think of it as giving her a gift, instead of buying a present I will give her space. She will respect that, even if only subconsciously.
I am keeping busy. I am recording music like a possessed demon, and will do so again tonight...the time just flies by!
I know I will want to call her tonight, and I might...but I will try not to, and hopefully will succeed.
