Grace, thank you, you have no idea how much that means to me to hear today.

It is unbelievably hard to know what to do and where to go from here.

How to just let go of all those years, and accept that I am now 'replaced' for the years to come for part of my family time.

It's a real killer...

I have tried to google 'how to deal with this'....but of course there is NO easy answer, we just have to take it day by day.

Life hurts at the moment.

I had it easy compared to most of you. ow entered the picture very late in the story - at least into my family...but now...well, now I am feeling all that you have all felt and I have great respect for all you mom's out there (and dad's) and just people that have had to deal with this !


Love Cinders xxx

"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus

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