Yeah, it is strange how it hurts that H acts like neither one of us ever wanted kids. It is really weird that he feels that way now. I mean he is strongly against it...makes me wonder what changed in such a short period of time. Even if everything was perfect I would still want to wait a few years....but I would like to have the option!
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If I was just dating my H and not married, this R would have been long done with.
I was just thinking this last night. If we weren't married, this would have been over about 8 months ago!
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Sometimes I see the "old" him sneak into my life now and then.
I see this to from time to time...it is the only think that makes we want to keep trying. Although, as those times are fewer and farther between...I question if the "old" him will ever be back for good. I don't like this new person at all.
