I know when one is a LBS one looks for ANY crumb thrown our way, sometimes it might mean something, but it is better not to have any expectations, not to loose hope but not to read too much into things.
Use DB for YOU, use this pain to propel you to change yourself into a better person, not only so she changes her mind,but to remind you that you are a confident individual. I forget who, mentioned how our S coming back should be the icing on the cake, not the cake, the cake is you, you can't have her define you.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
