Well a few thoughts to post...I'm contemplating filing now. I really need to let my heart heal and after nearly 18 months of separation I just am not sure I can stand any longer. I take the vows seriously but I can't let this continue to slowly erode away at me.
I am in a much better place personally but still deep down my heart is very broken. It needs to heal and standing, hoping, waiting, etc to see if she comes around is becoming increasingly more difficult. It's also becoming increasingly more difficult to maintain any sense of love for her. It's like a plant that isn't getting watered, it slowly dies and not because of anything it's doing.
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
