H asked for divorce last night...HELP!

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i'm so lost right now. it hurts so bad. he only moved out a week ago to think about things and already he wants a divorce. he gave me the "it's him not me" speech, and i love you but i'm not in love with you, and there's someone better for you out there.
he's not even willing to work on the M at all. no MC or individual counselor...nothing. he's just done.

i couldn't help it last night, i totally lost it. i cried and begged and pleaded. and he didn't shed one tear. he barely even acted like it affected him. he slept in our bed last night and fell asleep immediately while i laid there sobbing.

couldn't go to work today...i only fell asleep 2 hours after i would normally wake up. then he called me and told me i should pull it together and go to work...i can't lose my job b/c i'm gonna need it now!

i really don't know how to go on without him. i don't know what to do right now. i'm just pacing around my house.

someone help!