and yes, that means a kid, and yes, I love him and yes, I would want to start a family with him ... so we will see what happens this next year.
H is busy and sometimes I think he is doing great... then he IMs me at 3am (his time) to tell me that he is soo drunk. (this from the guy who would get so mad if I drank a 2nd glass of wine and was disgusted by people who got drunk when they went out.)
so good reminder... nope he is not doing great. ah yes, it will be interesting to see where he is taking himself.
the good news is I am in japan and doing what I have dreamed of doing... while still managing to keep a part of my heart open to him.
being so far also kinda makes the control thing issue that I have a bit more noticable and managable.
(wow, my typing keeps getting worse as I age!)
how are things here?
brava
Me: 36 He: 34 no kids Married: 2000 He left: July 05
