It's hard to constantly pretend like your life is okay when it's not. I feel so fake all the time.
Amen. Yes, IT IS. You’ve been doing pretty well with your GAL, we all have days when we feel down and hopeless.
You seem to be having a lot of contact with H. Although it seems to be going well, should you back off? Since you’re in contact with him everyday, why not back off for a couple of days? Go semi-dark on him?
In the R talk with him, did he admit that what he was doing was wrong? He doesn’t want to hurt OW, but does he realize how much this is hurting you or that you don’t know how much longer you can wait for him? Make sure you get a word or two in during those R talks, too!
I just read the latest on the thread "I think W wants us both... HELP!" by Dazed and Confused. He's in a similar sitch as you. He pulled what I guess is a LRT on his LBS. I think you'll be able to relate...
