sweety, I'm so sorry about your dear friend ! I think it shows courage and deep friendship to go to the funeral, knowing that you will be facing your H and ow....Please remember that YOU are WONDERFUL when you walk in there !!!! And in your heart feel that we will all be there with you, right beside you, and GOD is with you ALWAYS, you will never walk alone !
Take care xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
