All I can hold on to is myself, kids and this site

[BEAUTYandWAH]

Something to add from yesterday's post..

H told me that he had struggled and blamed on 'having kids at young age', 'feeling like losing own life for kids', and 'wants to stay young'. He says he feels different now. He accepts the fact that he has kids and needs to be a responsible parent. BUT then, he does not want the 'married man responsibilities'.

I think it is a baby step for him. He has little better realistic view of his life at this point. I have no idea how things going with OW but I know they are in contact.

Today, we had easter event at in-laws. had baskets for kids and had dinner and we had good time. We sat next to each other and he served my food before he got his. So, I felt respected Good dinner, lots of chocolate, lots of smiles and talk..

Beauty