God give me the patience and the strength...2

[theotherhalf]

H came out this morning to do chores. I was in the living room when he came in and for once, I didn't go right out to the kitchen. I figured if he needed/wanted to talk to me he could ask. Well he didn't, so finally I went out. Not too much was said between us and he cannot look me in the eye. That's okay, he shouldn't be able to IF he has a concience left.

He worked on the farm for a couple of hours today. That was good to see.

He talked to N14 when he was here but didn't see D16 as she was still in bed. After he left he called her to tell her Happy Easter.

Later he called D16 told her and N14 to stop at his place after Easter at my B's. Called her again later to tell her he was out to the farm watering cows but would be right back. Told her to maybe pick up a movie that they could watch.

VERY FIRST time he has invited them into his place. ABSOLUTELY wonderful! And about time!!

I may not be able to be with my H the rest of my life but maybe at least God will see to it that my D and N will get to have a realationship with him. Although D16 says that if he stays with OW that he can kiss her goodbye, but I also know that time can heal alot of hurts. So I pray that IF he does end up with OW that D will one day accept her. But I can also understand if she doesn't.