Ok I got enough energy to drive the Mustang back to MIL house. I stayed there for a little while to let the pain subside before I drove the truck back. While there MIL started talking and for some stupid reason I said." Ya I need to get better before Wife dumps me for some younger guy". My said, "I don’t think she’ll dump you. You should hear the things she says about the stupid things these men are doing now days. And if she did she would have me to answer to." Ok I did not push it but I think MIL may have been talking about the Gov. of New York. We had D and her live in BF over for dinner. I tried but I could not sit at the table because of my back so I wife asked if I wanted her to fix me a plate? WOW yes a big PMA boost... I said I could do it but wow... Yes I think I have problems. I need to seek help. I think we may be at a good starting point and I am the one not giving it a chance. I need Retro more that wife at this time. I go to the doctor on Monday. I told w what Sara said about a MRI scan but said we can not afford it. (W had one when she was sick) W told me doesn’t be stupid you need to take care of this before it gets worst..... Ok Ya I know she deep down cares....
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
