Kids and I went to church this morning. Then we went to my parents house after for Easter lunch. I have 5 sisters and brothers, so that was a little difficult. Most of them do not know that H and I have separated so it was a difficult thing to tell them when they asked where H was. I got through it ok. The kids and activities were a welcome distraction. I got to have a LONG talk with one of my SIL's about my situation. She and my brother have struggled in the past and come out the other side. She had some insights for me, and was basically just a good listener for me.
I am home now. H is supposed to be returning from the lake this afternoon. I am really just trying to occupy my mind so I am not tempted to call him. I guess my DBing really starts now. It was easy when he was out of town this weekend because there was no way to contact him. Now my challenge begins. I am just taking deep breaths when I am tempted and distracting myself.
