I think if the weather was better our moods might lift a little, although the sun shines it is bitter cold, not our usual Easter weather, Hopefully the rain will stay away tomorrow and break bank holiday tradition.
Acceptance, it just seems to happen, I think the D process gets so draining it makes you realise that we either let it take us down or we accept what is happening and learn to live again. Don't get me wrong, I do still get upset at some of the things H says, I get frustrated by his actions ( or lack of ) but I no longer feel any kind of unhealthy attachment.
It has taken such a long time for me to get to this place, but I prefer it to how I was even 6 months ago.
Hang in there, you are doing well, as for liking your own company cause one day your house will be empty of kids, it doesn't happen, they bring more with them when they get older, my house seems to be like the local youth club at times, I had three cars pull up today full of teenagers, they just dropped by to watch a DVD, then went off to get some food, then returned to just hang out.
