Thanks, K. I'm trying to survive.

As I knew it, D came into my room at 5:45, just mere minutes after I finished and had gone back to bed. She "slept" until 6:45 when we tore up the house and yard looking for eggs that crazy bunny left behind.

Since then, we've had a laid back morning. We played w/ Playdough and her little pet shop toys and she "supervised" my taking out of the trash and mowing the lawn. At one point when I couldn't get the mower started, D said "I think I know what is wrong" and she went out to try and pull the cord. It was very cute.

Sadly, when I was working outside, D started to tell me about basic stuff and it came out that she, W and the OM do things together. D says she likes him because he's "handsome" and just hearing about the three of them together as a "family" of sorts breaks my heart. My poor D must be or at least will be soon very, very confused. I didn't push the talk too much b/c I didn't need to know any information and I especially didn't need to shake dowm my D for details. I know enough. I know too much, actually.

Now, she's eating and I'm preparing lunch. I'm going to see if we can jump in a lane at the community pool for a bit and swim. She really wants to go. I'm hoping they'll let us in for a splash.

I have to return D around 4, so I'm not looking forward to that. However, there isn't much I can do about it for now.

RTL


M:38; D: 6
Divorce Final: 10/6/08