W. emailed back to thank me for my "caring and thoughtful" response to her message. We are going to meet later this afternoon to go for a walk and talk.
I feel good about my response to her, that it was honest and gentle but not sucky. But I would look so much more forward to a get together with a sense that there is some desire to actually engage and work on things vs. just talk about the problems historically.Ugh. My back is tensing up.
I will try for some PMA, but I do feel so resigned. Why is she even bothering with this?? It feels like this is just a prolonged exercise for her to feel less guilt so she can leave, not because she is even in the slightest considering reconciling. Well guys, wish me luck.
