Still wondering how much damage I did with my words to H yesterday
I meditated and the message I get is to keep going
continue with DB
but move on with my life
either H will decide he wants to be with us or not
nothing I can do
I have done everything to make this work for 14 months
and I need to let go
waiting game
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow