he wasn't withdrawn, he felt awkward with everybody being here. But I made it clear, nobody has a saying but me over this. I put music on, was singing along, making jokes... And my H knew excatly what I was "saying", I hope. My kids were ok. They feel this as "the normal thing".
Yeah, I don't think anything will change for us before April. My goal (secret one) would be to have Easter together as family. So, I better get to work on this goal. With my job being so hectic the last couple of weeks I haven't been DBing very well. I haven't been very concetrated. Hopefully this week will better although he will be away for most part of it.