I am so bummed out. I thought I set my alarm last night but I woke up this morning at the exact time that church starts. I am really disappointed at missing the Easter service.

I went to a benefit for one of our friends and neighbors. I saw some old friends and sat with them. The lady I rode with is friends with OW's mother(the price for living in a small town). In the course of conversation, she mentioned that OW is in counseling. I have prayed for a week or more for a sign that all is not wonderful for H and OW. Guess I got it.

Hope all of you are having a wonderful day. I am doing very well except for missing the REAL H and being a little lonely. I need to reach out to others more and stop hiding from people.

Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.