Confused as Ever

[Snow White]

Last night I decided to go out for a little while again. H had already made a point of saying all week that he was going out. My best friend who I never do anything with called to see if I wanted to go with her to a birthday party at the local legion. Called my niece asked her to come over. H was suprised and asked a few questions. He left to go where he was going and texted me the entire time until he got there. I left a bit later and was home first, so I could relieve the babysitter and set out the eggs. H sent a text about an hour after i got home to see if I was there and say he was on his way. Texted me a few more that I didn't get for some reason until after he was home, he wondered why I wasn't responding. I had a decent night, I can't say it was actually fun but that is more my mood. It was better than staying at home worrying, at least the time passed quicker. It did bother me that H did not contact me the whole time I was out, the last couple times he did. I know I am not supposed to be concerned about him, but it is still a moajor part of my thinking process. I wonder if he was where he said he was.

This morning I am very dissapointed. D came in our room and woke us up at 7:30 to look for the eggs. Well since she wasn't really awake she then came out looked around in a circle, sat on the floor said there was none and pouted. I saw her look directly at some but she was too grumpy. She then layed back down on the couch. H said if she isn't looking I am going back to bed. She came in happy about 10 min after. I got up looked with her. She was loud. H is still in bed it is after 10. I think he is just avoiding us. I am actually wondering if he wants me to get mad so he can take off.