You are right. I should go to this early dinner I was invited to and then bail early if I am not enjoying myself and go see a movie...lol.
It's tough to GAL when the life you had with the WAS is literally all you have ever known. Maybe H and I did make a mistake marrying so early and di infact miss out on things in life. However we are going on 36 and life now isn't as it would have been in our early 20's anyway no matter how hard we could possibly try. That is part of what I think he feels he missed out on and over did it when he first left and things are starting to fizzle a bit now for him. I however need to do some of that I think in order to GAL and improve myself some more.
I have obviously established that I am ripe for the taking for other men and need to stear very clear of that. See FG I listened...NO DATING!!!!! I got myself into that mess and will stay away now. I will just relish the looks and glances I get from the men instead. Let that in itself boost my ego from within. Tell myself that I am not just a mom but a beautiful woman as well with a sensual side that H will come back to and be blown away with all over again.
Both 35 T 19/M 15 years S8/D5 It's over bomb/ILYBNILWY 12-22-07
