All I can hold on to is myself, kids and this site

[BEAUTYandWAH]

Hi everyone..
Today, I had a melt down.. I became sooo lonely and felt silly to miss him while I was at his place to drop kids off. (just came through my mind and couldn't get it off!) Start having anxiety and H noticed something was wrong. At first, I told him 'its nothing' but a while later, I told him my feeling.

He told me he didn't know I was lonely because I involve in many things and busy with independent life. We had a long conversation about our situation. We didn't have talk about the future... but we both shared the feelings such as 'miss you', 'care about you', 'not sure about future', 'often think about the past'...

We both took time to talk and respected each other. So, it was a good conversation like good friends. At one point, he said "you are talking to me like one of your girlfriends!"

Outcome.. feeling much better.. I was not sure if I should tell him my feeling but it was okay. it was okay..

Beauty